Is this what it's all come down to? Till 6 hours ago I was reading all the reports of war in the online strategic war I was playing and now all around me people have TV sets on and they're all saying the same thing. It's almost like someone has started off a systematic attack against my own home.

Firing in 6 places, blasts in 4? God knows what's true and what isn't. I just know the images I saw of CST with blood everywhere, the shots I heard as Taj was being stormed in... Now I'm hearing rumours of a shooting in J W Marriott. People are dying all over the city just because they happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. But is there a right time or place at all in this dark night?

When will this madness end? Crazed people just firing at others who don't even know who they are, don't know what they stand for. What message are you sending across when the person dying for it doesn't know what it is?

Bombay is a city of people trying to work and living each day as it comes, but politicians keep making it an example and so do terrorists. We don't want to be examples anymore.... we just wanna live. Just let us die of old age.

Labels: life, thoughts

Sometimes all you need in life is a gentle little push from someone whom you know is not acting out of selfishness. Of course if it carries on for a while (in my case 5 mins or more) or it's my parents doing the talking... then it can be qualified as nagging. For others however, all you need is to hit rock-bottom... I think I am the latter. Read on see what I mean...

1. I've noticed how resistant I am to doing anything that requires will power. If you know me, you know what I'm talking about. I've never been able to go to any hobby classes, to the gym or even to a doc inspite of feeling really unwell all over. And inspite of parents, friends, AA, colleagues, and assorted people giving me gentle pushes, which were completely unselfish (how would me going to a doc benefit them?) I'm still unmoved!

2. My last relationship ended only after a completely traumatised me was faced with a threat to my nieces. That's when FINALLY there was some sanity in my life and a light was switched on at the end of that tunnel.

3. I'm heading back to my college days, and not in any good, acquiring knowledge kind of way. I'm beginning to be just as lazy and snobbish. I mostly never keep appointments if they're in the mornings; never take calls before 12; and don't let others fully finish sentences if i know what they're going to say. This inspite of knowing that my college years were my unhappiest years (I've rubbed off the memory of most of my school years... yes I was not a happy girl)

4. I saw Fashion the other day and could completely empathise with only 1 part of the entire movie. The part where Priyanka finally understands what a wreck she's become and goes crawling back to the one place where she will be enveloped into an oasis of calm... her parents. (Just for the record, it's not worth seeing the movie)

See what I mean? I'm definitely heading somewhere. But the point is, maybe I'm on my way up right now and the going down part is a long way off? Thankfully I will have my parents, my sister and (hopefully :) AA when the rock bottom stage finally hits me... That it will hit me, I am sure of. Though you people could try the gentle pushing thing a little harder maybe?

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Yes, I am going to bore you with details... why? just because I can and well because 10 years down the line I want to remember what I used to do at this stage in my life.

Everyday I wake up at around 11 (yes, i love the luxury of that) and spend the time with myself, pottering about my house and room.

Nowadays, I am in the midst of messing up all my belongings with the firm faith that soon, an unforseen order will emerge from aforesaid chaos. That having been said, this clean-up is long overdue and is part of the very many resolutions made by me for this new year.

At around 1 I start getting ready for work, of course a lot of my time goes in just deciding what to wear. While i'll stand by my belief that I'm not a brand-conscious fashion plate, I (being as fat as i am) do love wearing things that I feel good in and for this I can spend most of my getting-ready time!

at 2 I'm out the door, making my way through congested Mumbai's over-crowded roads, trains and roads again (that's auto, train and cab) to my office.

At 3.30 I finally settle down to work, but my work actually begins at 6... In the meantime I can explore the beautiful blogland and marvel at the wonders all over the world!

I'm finally done at 10 and then, mentally exhausted, I trudge my weary way back home.

Sometimes, if i just can't sleep, i'm up till 4 just mindlessly watching TV. On an off-shoot, I often find mindless TV viewing relaxes me immensely whenever I'm too tired, too stressed out, too angry or upset. I wonder if that's healthy?!? Any views?

On most nights, however, I'm gently lulled to sleep with AA's voice in my ear.... and that's the best end to a day really... and here we go again!

Labels: life

As my resolution for the year, I am going to cover stuff about the city where I live and the city that I love more than myself! Mumbai, well, actually Bombay 'cos that's the name I'm accustomed to. Let's start off with a review of a restaurant I love going to...

Nando's at Inorbit Malad.

Let's get the negative stuff out of the way, it's set a little apart from the rest of the mall's food court but it's still pretty noisy; there's not a lot of variation in the menu; and veggies dont hav much choice. The desserts too are a no-go. You have the options of having a beer or wine with your meal but again, the choices are highly limited!

Now for the good part, the few choices they do have, they're very good at. They specialise in chicken and it has always been (and I've been there often) really well marinated.

Everything here comes with the choice of either Extra Hot, Hot, Mild or Lemon and Herb spicing. I always opt for the extra hot sauce 'cos that's just me... but I have seen my sister and friends struggle with even the simple hot variant. So be extra careful when you order.

One of the best parts of this restaurant is that they even allow you to buy the sauces, which you can use as a marinade for chicken or vegetables back home!

Nando's Peri Peri restaurant
2nd Floor, Inorbit Mall, Malad
phone number - 28785252, 65733849

Labels: food, restaurant

This is where I discovered this quiz which is just so beautifully worded and asks some simple yet intense questions. Thank you so much Karen Beth for allowing me to put this on my blog

1. If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?
I wanna travel all over the world but apart from the Romes and Paris' of the world, I really wanna see the Northern Lights or the Auroras.

2. When you were little, what did you want to do "when you grew up?" Are you doing it?

I wanted to be a writer... I'm working as an copy editor now and though Im still new at it, I think I can be good at this!

3. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Mint chocolate chip or swiss chocolate

4. What is your favorite color?
lavender and black

5. What do you love to do? What hobbies do you get caught up in?

I loooove to read so much, there have been days i have not eaten cos I was so busy reading, nowadays I get a lot of my fix reading blogs.

6. What is your favorite movie?

The Lake House and Taare Zameen Par

7. What do you think your life purpose is?
All I really want to do in life is to make a difference in somebody's life... so that people smile when they remember my name

8. What is the thing that brings you happiness on a DAILY basis?
My boyfriend, my family and my friends... It's funny how I realize that even though I try I never really tell my mom how much I appreciate being taken care of the way she takes care of me...

9. What is your favorite book?
Over here I'll put in two books that I consider above all others, while I love the others too, these two are just in a special place by themselves, Anne Frank's diary and July by Karen Roberts.

10. What is one thing you would like to try or do before you die?

What I really want to do and fantasise about doing is going to each of the 5 continents... Sigh...

Now please girls, A, E and J... copy paste this quiz on your blog and gimme the answers... im sure u can manage that? Try... really hard. And AA, please copy paste and put it in the comments page.. Id really love to see ur answers too.

Labels: life, thoughts